life's a pleasant journey! ;D

ever wondered why i kept on saying that sentence? i've just realised the significance it brought to pick me up from where i fell. i mean, look at life right now. i guess, how your life is, depends on how you think about it. when it's not that bad, and you think that it's in the worse position, then it will be. i guess life works that way. as long as i'm concerned, it works that way.

i just got back from terawih; night prayers from the mosque. it hit me so hard how bad i've lived my life. i mean, there's so much more to it, besides all the school stuffs, friends and all. life tests us so much on so many things that i cant think of right now. it just hit me so hard that i've got so many things to correct myself. isn't life interesting? when you're chasing for something, you'll tend to leave out other things that may be important in your life, without you knowing so. i mean, it's just amazing how things work, how God's creations are beyond words.

i know this post may seem weird. i apologise so. i just miss writing all these type of entries that wakes me up from where i'm standing. yes, life's good. but i guess i'm still stubborn to hold on to something i should've given up on. i know i'm missing so much more in life because of this. cause everytime there's nothing in my mind, this occurs. all the past refreshes back into my memory. it hurts. but ironically, i want to be reminded about all of them. oh wells. sometimes i just confuse myself with what i'm confused by.


i guess there's nothing to say about today. school was a bore. went to ccab despite the thick haze. called dad to fetch me since i felt super sick. then coach called goalie, telling that training was cancelled, but there'd be a meeting or something. but dad came earlier than coach. which means, i left. reached home, sleep, break fast, mosque, and here i am.